I am not poetry.
I am not a leaf to curl and tremble
I am not the pretty flower you want me to resemble
I am neither the star to shine and sparkle
I am not honey nor a cookie to crumble
I am not poetry.
I am a storm which makes dust fly
I am the spice which makes people cry
I am a thorn which will prick your eye
I am a scorn you won’t forget even if you try
I am not the calm, I am the chaos you don’t want to pry
I am not poetry.
This is not written by me but it seems this was written for me. Each & every word. Nothing could be better for my 200th post ^_^
She didn’t belong anywhere and she never really belonged to anyone.
And everyone else belonged somewhere and to someone.
People thought she was too wonderful.
But she only wanted to belong to someone.
People always thought she was too wonderful to belong to them
or that something too wonderful would hurt too much to lose.
And that’s why she liked him– because he just thought she was crazy.”
❤ pink sugar dust
sprinkled on the white frosting
you brighten my life just like that
❤ a sturdy umbrella
saving me from the rains
your arms give me that warmth
❤ it warms my heart
awakens me from the slumber
your love just like coffee
❤ one by one they all left
they had their busy lives to attend to
but I stayed coz you were the only life I had
❤ In this dark night
I am walking home alone
for the hope that one day I will find you waiting for me
❤ One day we will talk and talk and talk
till we get exhausted
on that day silence will find a new meaning
❤ I have stopped feeling jealous
Coz I have realised you are all mine
and one day we are gonna be together forever
They are just scribbling on paper sometimes..
Sometimes they are neatly typed..
They are like a breeze in summer time..
I write when I feel like..
I will never be sure when inspiration will visit me!
My words are not that awesome..
They will not make you fall in love..
My words are not revolutionary..
They will not make you change the world..
My words are not healing..
They will not bring peace to you..
But my words are definitely honest..
They are a part of me..
And when you read them sweetheart..
I will be part of thee!
A conversation in the form of couplets with @romeomustdiee ^_^
Kucchh Aur Baat Hoti..
तेरी रहगुज़र से जाते, तो कुछ और बात होती
तेरे ख्वाबों में आते तो कुछ और बात होती
वो नक़ाब खुद उठाते, तो कुछ और बात होती
वो हंसके हमें मनाते तो कुछ और बात होती
वो निगाह से पिलाते, तो कुछ और बात होती
वोह साथ चलते चलते हाथ थाम लेते तो कुछ और बात होती||
Dil Ki Dastaan..
कुछ तो मज़बूरियाँ रही होंगी, यूँ ही कोई बेवफा नहीं होता
ये कहकर वो चले गए पर दिल का दर्द है जो दफा नहीं होता..
दिल-ए नादां तुझे हुआ क्या है / अख़िर इस दर्द की दवा क्या है
दिल का है ये शौक पुराना.. मर्ज़ खुद ही है और पूछता है दवा क्या है||
When you are around, my heart is in flutters, yet I pretend I haven’t noticed you.
When you are afar, I pretend I don’t miss you.
When you talk to someone else, I wish it was me you were talking to.
When you shower attention to them, I wish I was the one basking in the warmth.
When you talk about them, I pretend you are talking about me.
When you sing, I want your song to be about me.
When you smile, I want to be the reason.
When you write, I want to be your words.
When you love, I want me to be in your heart.
I don’t want to pretend anymore.
I don’t want to hope anymore.
I don’t want to wish anymore.
I want you to look in my eyes & see it brimmed with love for you.
I want to unveil the mask & be yours forever.
It was supposed to be everlasting…
Why does it feel like the end now???
It was supposed to be laughter and sunshine..
Why is my pillow moist with tears now???
It was supposed to be fulfilled promises..
Why they are lying broken now???
It was not supposed to be a good bye…
Why it seems there will be no more hello now???
Poonam ki raat mein
Kitna khubsurat lag raha hai chaand..
Sitare chhupe hain
Kitna akela lag raha hai chaand..
Bhookh hai kisike pet mein
Use Sabudane sa lag raha hai chaand..
There was one day when you were so near, near like a heart beat..
You could listen to the silence in my voice..
You could see the sadness in my laughter..
You could feel the love in my heart..
Now you have gone far..so far away..
You can’t listen to the sadness in my voice..
You can’t see tears rolling down my cheeks..
You can’t feel the sighs of my heart..
Why O Why We had to be apart???
Dusk & Dawn are two beautiful moments of the day..
The sky is not completely dark nor completely lit up..
It is somewhere in between..still it is not same everyday..
There are so many different hues to it..
Its pink sometimes, sometimes its orange..
It looks like spitting fire sometimes and
sometimes it is soothing blue as if holding water in its arms!
Khwahishon se bhara ek gubbara..
Lo ud chala karne duniya ki sair..
Hawa se baatein karta kabhi..
Aur kabhi samundar mein raha tair..
Pata nahin tha us masoom ko..
Haqeekat ki ek sui chubhegi aisi..
Ho jaayega sapnon se bair!
हवा थमी सी थी वक़्त ठहरा हुआ था
मैं चल रही थी अनजानी राह पर
कुछ भी तो नहीं था पास
कोई भी तो नहीं था साथ!
सोचती थी क्या ऐसा ही रहेगा हमेशा?
अचानक ली वक़्त ने करवट
और एक तूफ़ान आया..
हवा ज़ोरों से चली मुझे अपने संग लिए…
इस आंधी से उठी एक ख़ुशी की लहर..
सोचने लगी में ये के बदल गए हालात..
अब कुछ तो था पास, कोई तो था साथ!
अचानक हवा थम गयी और रुक गए मेरे कदम..
बादल छंटे तो देखा वक़्त वहीँ थमा है..
सारा आलम वहीँ था..कुछ भी नहीं था पास, कोई भी नहीं था साथ!
और अब जान गयी हूँ मैं ऐसा ही रहेगा हमेशा!!!
पेड़ की किस्मत है ये
पतझड़ आने पर
पत्ते भी साथ छोड़ देते हैं…
और बहार आने पर पास आते हैं..
पेड़ की है सिर्फ यही ख्वाहिश..
एक पत्ता तो ऐसा हो
जो पतझड़ में भी साथ निभाए!!!
अकेलेपन का दर्द गहराया
बेहोशी का आलम बना
इस आलम में दीवार को गले लगाया
होश आया तब जब पाया
के सँभालने के लिए
उसके पास बाहें नहीं थी..
मंजिल की तरफ चल पड़े हैं
राह अकेली है अनजानी है
अकेले कटता नहीं सफ़र
एक हमसफ़र की तलाश है
कड़ी धुप में जो छाँव दे
उस बदल की तलाश है
नज़रें ढूंढती हैं उसे चारों तरफ
क्या उसे भी मेरी तलाश है?
Heroes of India did us a Favour,
Fruits of the Freedom now we Savour!
No more tyranny, no more Oppression,
65 years of continuous Progression!!
Towards this progress lets Contribute,
Be Humble & grateful & pay our Tribute!!!
Darkness engulfed her, There was no hope of light..
Days passed, then months, then years, But nothing seemed to be right.
Seasons change they say, And night turns into day..
Autumn turned into spring, And sun was shining on the hay.
She turned towards the sun, And it glowed on her face..
She soaked the brightness, There was no hurry, no race.
Gleaming with happiness, Brimming with Joy..
Astounded by the change, She felt a bit coy.
Scared she was, for seasons would change..
Sun promised not to leave & turned a bit orange.
Both were happy, Both comforted..
They would be together & not deserted.
Little did they knew of the looming eclipse..
The sun turned away at the first glimpse,
For her it was doom, an apocalyse.
The tear drops spilled out of the almond eyes,
The scorching heat dried them up.
Still the stain on the cheeks betrayed her lies,
The mascara streaks couldn’t cover them up.
She longed for the monsoon & the heavenly rains,
The rains which would not be like the flowing stream,
The rains which would pour like a glowing dream.
These rains would let her cry & hide her tears,
These rains would drench her dreams & her fears.
And then the day arrived which would fulfill her wish,
The clouds burst, frogs croaked & peacocks spread their feathers,
The trees waved & earth with its green cloak looked quite a dish.
She got drenched to the core & cried with the rains,
And didn’t notice him watching her quietly behind the curtains.
Her tears soaked something inside of him,
He went & hugged her on a whim.
He turned out to be her knight in shining armour,
And she his muse, his princess & his amour!!!
It is time to break free from the womb of your comfort zone..
It is time to forget your past..
It is time to not to think of future..
It is time to live in the present..
To savour new taste, take in new smells,
To feel new emotions, sense new touches,
To see new sights..
To walk in the new world with baby steps till you are able to fly..
It is time to be that child again..
Walking & Talking, Walking & Talking till we reached the end of road…
Interesting conversations sometimes, sometimes you just croaked like a toad..
The greens smiled with us, The blues just envied..
I would play pranks while you got livid..
The rain showers drenched us but your love drenched me more..
Seeing you with some one else was just an eye sore..
Every moment spent with you was Utopia..
Now I am left with just nostalgia!
dil ki becheniyo ko tasalli mil gayi
pure arma hue har khushi mil gayi
aaj khat unka padh kar aisa laga
marte marte mujhe zindagi mil gayi..
♥ ♥ ♥
I dreamed a dream a beautiful dream..
Life was then just peaches & cream..
It left me one day for far away land..
I thought I would be sad & blue..
But I was as sparkling as the desert
sand..
‘coz in my dreams my dream came
true!!!
Chandelier Earrings dangled,
Where once sweet nothings tingled..
Kohl filled eyes hid the sadness of the byes..
Lip Gloss shined leaving the memories of wet kisses behind..
Who missed the warm hug?
She had this jacket cosy & snug..
True there was no walking hand in hand,
She had fancy boots where once there was sand..
In the eyes of the world,
She was a Material Girl..
But she knew in her heart,
She was really a Lonely Girl!
Buna hum donon ne ye rishton ka tana bana..
Mere liye jo ban gaya zindagi tumhare liye tha wo khel suhana..
Tumne to dhaage khol diye..
Hum pakde rahe ek sire ko aankhon mein aas liye..
Ab tum wo bhi tod dena chahte ho..
Hum tumhari ye khwahish bhi puri karenge..
Ilzaam na aaye tumpar hum khud hi apne pair mod lenge..
